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He considers his world, reduced to the unblinking black eyes of the cameras and various monitors -- strange mirrors in which he's constantly reflected back at himself.

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And on the other side of those black eyes, thousands more watch through their television screens -- silent, stunned.

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Pity, sorrow. He regrets this on your behalf.

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He misses her dearly.

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"Out here". The material world is no longer home to her.

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Because of the Miracle Line. She thinks of you as a client.

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They began from the same point, but their lives have spiraled off in such different ways.

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Prove you can be trusted with the other drugs.

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Even for them, this is a bit much.

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And yet he has constructed an entire mental apparatus just to be here again, with you.

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He's not hiding it. He's screaming.

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He should have been giving literature classes at a university, not out here, down here, doubting everything...

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Politeness, professionalism, the performance of empathy. These are the things he was taught would make a good man, or at least a correct man. In his moment of greatest extremis, they all deserted him.

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He clearly agrees. He's just intimidated by your stature or you'd be rubbing your thighs together right now.

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So lost that the idea of a connection, no matter with whom, far outweighs the loss itself.

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By 'here' he means 'the world'.

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"We should get a drink after this."

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A tightly-bound profiteering brotherhood beyond the comprehension of lower classes.

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Besieged by failures in work and love, each of his attempts to resolve one immediately defeated by an agony from the other.

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Excitement high enough to render danger irrelevant.

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There is no undercover. This is just Ramses, doing what he does.

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This is a known fact about you?

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You have struck the cruelest blow.

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Pulled himself up by his bootstraps. Well done for him.

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One hundred photographs. A family of strangers.

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Memetic contagion. A massive risk to any modern organisation.

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A liquid supper.

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Talk your way into the supply line.

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This conversation is many levels beneath the cat. It knows what it thinks.

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That's... that's none of his business.

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He might cry later.

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A scab across his heart he can't quite stop picking.

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He wants you to tell him that it's not bullshit. He wants it to be real.

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The reigniting of a custom you'd feared lost forever.

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Not exactly how you would be best described.

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Very you, in other words.

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He is surprisingly jovial compared to when you first met him...

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She doesn't care at all.

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The irreverent self-image of a trickster people, eternal underdogs.

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He doesn't think it's for the best at all. Part of him is still hoping that the visions will arrive, albeit late.

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You hurt his feelings.

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He misses this version of her the most.

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Your adversary's grudging acknowledgement is the greatest compliment you can receive.

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Fair play, he thinks. If this is to be his final performance, at least it's a big stage.

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A measure of last resort. Reports state it being extremely painful for the recipient.

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It would be so very easy to believe her. As if for you and you alone, it's no act.

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She casts it off, just like that. As if the phone was passed to a different person.

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No, wait, come back!

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This is the real deal. She fakes it with everyone else, but with you, she means it.